Sunday, July 11, 2010

honesty...or something like it...

I finally told someone.  A co-worker.  A confidant.  A close friend.

happened b/c I was very drunk and let my mouth run away at will...but I don't regret it.

I don't think....

...not sure how I feel about it.  mostly b/c I'm still drunk and I really don't give a shit about anything but sleep ATM.

sleep or puke.  that's where my priorities lie currently....I think I'll go w/sleep.  the latter is just entirely unappealing.



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dizzy


pulse pounding in my ears; heavy w/alcohol and exhaustion.

breaths slow and jagged....but it's not so bad.


the blade holds no pull for me tonight; for the first time in a long time.

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