all downhill from here

in truth I never expected you stay around forever....I think I always knew.


I just never imagined I'd feel so empty when you did go.

and now I've gone and done a stupid thing.

but I felt better.

and they say the first cut is the deepest but they're wrong, it's usually too shallow- you don't know what the fuck you're doing.  Now the second cut.....that's the one to watch out for. That's when you get it right.